I don't know why it took me so long to realize this. I noticed just now, how much, how so very much, two particular people motivate me. They motivate me in almost everything they do.
I have a new dream in life.
I've finally realized that this isn't a dream that can't come true. As long as I care about it. As long as I'll stick to the thought that "this isn't my world, I don't belong there" isn't true. Every single one of us always had that chance. And still has. Just not that many people realize it. This world belongs to all of us.
It can take years. Tens of years, even. But I want to. I simply want to.
I have dreamed of "her" for months.